Fast-paced? That's my life. 24 hours of a day seems to be insufficient to be able to do so many things. I'm not complaining. I really love this kind of life coz it suits me great. So if I'll be given superpower, I would either extend the hours of the day or clone myself to accomodate more people because I'm now finding it very hard to be on call.. I've already given up some positions but why am I still so busy? Well.. life that's not busy is boring. I know I'll be bored to death doing nothing. But the feeling of "too much" resurfaces. I've been meaning to slow down, take things as it comes and focus on things that really matter but it seems that's quite a lot. My relationship with friends and acquaintances is suffering coz i find it hard to keep in touch when I have so many things on my mind and my friends, of all people, must understand that. Yes I seem to be the most amiable person in this world but I do really have a problem with "truly" connecting with people. The sustainability of relationships such as friendship is in question everytime I'm out of this world (the term I use when I'm uber busy)
What are the things I've been busy with? Acads (It's very demanding), Sorority work (this has been a lifestyle) reviving our provincial org UP Hingyap, Family (this can be a stress reliever or a destressor) and other personal things.
I must stop, breathe and smile.
I can get this over and done coz I am the girl who beats life, then and again!
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